Happy New Year :)
Im scared this year. im afraid i might die. ive stopped seeing a future. I blame my parents for that to a certain extent. I dont know a life without them. As much as i love them i need them to let go, i need to be ME.
My new years resolutions… Stop smoking & train my Dad to let me go. slowly but surely i will make a life for myself. Ill be what i wanna be and any fucker who gets in my way will get hurt. I mean that with all my heart.
I may be scared but im wayy stronger than one may think i am.
Don’t fuck with me this year.
consider that a warning :)
Love and Huggs
-Amanda Bubble Ray Fisher